Wednesday, October 14, 2009

I wish all dreams came true

The Saint. I cannot for the life of me help but to think of him.
I never used to dream of him but now I've had 2 dreams in the course of 3 days. What the heck? And yet I STILL cannot form words around him, I mean other than hey.
In the first dream he needed a picture that I had for a project. And the girl he was dating "Stacey" wanted to take a "break" and he was kind of heart broken, and trying so very hard not to cry. I gave him my number, it was a productive dream.
Then LAST night it was snowing, and I asked, no I begged him to roll in the snow with me to make a REAL snowman! And he didnt really want to, and so I said "Please, if you dont Dan will, PLEASE" He laughed at me and said that he needed to eat. So then everyone was hanging out outside of the cafeteria and girls were flirting with him and I walked by and he grabbed my hand, and wouldnt let go.
See, I dont need MUCH, its the little things, the simple things that I fall for.
And every year, I go back to that FIRST Transy game that I went to. That game where there was this awesome point guard. I couldnt believe the passion that he had for the game, that is what I fell for, it only helps that he, for the most part, seems to be a good guy. And his family, I LOVE his grandparents! And his dad, who probably thinks I'm a little silly.
I want to get either OVER this or DO something about it, but my voice doesnt work around him, and I dont know what is possible. But a girl can dream, right?!

1 comment:

Love said...

apa yang kau impikan? Kegembiraan itu terletak di dalam hati.