Saturday, December 22, 2012

oh jealousy

I am jealous of some part of every person that I am close to's life. 
Really. 
Also- need we remember that time in February (September would rhyme better) when I fell into a black hole? I mean if that was not jealousy I dont know what is. 
Its funny how our paths went after college- you have a significant other with whom you live. You are a manager, you have your own place, and a cat. 
Me. I just quit my job, I am going BACK to school and I still live at home. 
Am I upset with where my life is? No. But I am jealous that you have the things that you do- things that I want. 
I have just done everything to change every part of my life! lol. Crap. 

Its funny that you think you took yourself out of our friendship. I kept thinking that I never made it back to Lexington enough. And my god this summer when I cancelled on you- worst week of my life. 

I guess what I am saying is yes, of course I'll be your best friend. 
All relationships ebb and flow, its ok, we just ebbed. :) At least I think thats the right one... lol. 

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